Instant Gratification To My Dear Pa

It's true what everyone says. When you lose someone who was so close to you, and so involved in your life, the pain never really goes away. I lost my father last month, and I still feel like he is on a perpetual vacation. He was very nice person, not an alcoholic, was not abusive, and was not a bad father. He was actually the best father he could have been. He loved me so much & i loved him too.

There is not a day that I do not think of him or wonder what he might think of me if he were still here; but by taking the best of his qualities and learning lessons from his life, I like to think that I have kept the flame of his spirit dancing within the halls of my own being. In that sense, he has never left, and he will continue to accompany me during the remainder of my own limited time on this planet.

Thanks Pa for giving me life & everything in this life. I'll miss you always.